insecure feeling

I have a dream. Dream about my future. Future which I want very much. Now I am sad. Sad because I am stepping against it. I become far away from the path to my dream. People say that the hardest route is the closest way, but what if this isn’t the hardest, what if it is the easiest way, I am in the farthest way then.

I have dreams. Dreams about what I want to be. I want to be an asronaut when I was a little girl. I want to be teacher like my mother. I want to be Psychologist. I want to be a Clinician. I want to be…..a great woman. What do i really want? I already be a lecturer. I already have my own business. If I ain’t feel complete, I am not a grateful person then.

I have a dream. Dream about my ideal life. I have a life. Living my real life, not living my dream life.

I have a dream. I have a life.

Which one should I live in?


  1. rheindun says:

    why don’t you live your life as you have dreamed of? tapi semua balik lagi, ga enak ta emang kalo ngejalanin sesuatu ga sesuai kata hati. so, follow ur heart, dear.. 🙂


    1. darkjasm says:

      Yes, I will dear.. I just feel so confuse that if I do what my heart told me to some people would not approve… But, i’m figuring a way.. 😀


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