#1 “Fear to overcome”

I found an interesting feature of wordpress that help you to get some ideas to write, and it’s kinda challenge me to write about those stuffs.

There are 3 things they chose to ask me, i’ll answer it post by post so that they could tell that they are really succeed with this feature!

🙂

First..

Share a fear that you’re working to overcome.

Fear!

Based on David R. Saliba,  A Psychology of Fear: The Nightmare Formula of Edgar Allan Poe book, Fear is the emotional response to the perception of an alternating loss of control and regaining of control.  [Lantham, MD: University Press of America, 1980].

In this site, Fear described as one of the primary emotions, together with joy, anger, and grief. And accompanied by a series of physiological changes produced by the autonomic nervous system and adrenal glands, including increased heart rate, rapid breathing, tenseness or trembling of muscles, increased sweating, and dryness of the mouth.

While stated in Wikipedia, fear is a distressing negative sensation induced by a perceived threat. It is a basic survival mechanism occurring in response to a specific stimulus, such as pain or the threat of danger. In short, fear is the ability to recognize danger leading to an urge to confront it or flee from it (also known as the Fight or Flight response) but in extreme cases of fear (terror) a freeze or paralysis response is possible.

From all the descriptions above, i will use the term Fear for its psychological meaning. Fear that I need to fight now is my fear of failing.

Yes. I fear to fail so that i never truly make efforts to done something that i really need to conquer my future.

I have a big plan for my future but i’m afraid to make a move because i’m afraid of failing. I need to overcome this as soon as possible, because that something I have to done for my plan, it’s better to start soon due to the very short deadline.

I am now organizing my plan, making a to do list, and start to done “small thing first” and i found those things very useful to overcome my fear of failing. Those actions is making me so busy that i barely have time to feel the fear anymore, but I’m still working on it.

wish me luck! *finger cross*

lost in faith

dear Human,

you would never know who I am

as I am only an imagination

only a figure in your dreams

in your fantasies

but for you are my creator, i would always be a real friend for you,,

whether you could feel me or not,

i always feel you..

sincerely, your alter Ego

dear Dream,

how could i ever get in touch with you?

coz i need some escape

from this brutality of my life

from all these fears that i feel

for all the doubts that become real?

Love, Your reality

dear Human,

i will always tease you

attract you for always make through

leaving even your slightest hesitations

and there will never any inhibitions

for your ways are guide by an angel

come to me and you will never surrender

sincerely, Your alter ego

dear Dream,

there is white flag above my head

there is white flag within my mind

i would come completely to you

just tell me how i can make you become true?

Love, your Reality

i can’t even tell which one is true

for all I need is only you

written for JP Poetry Potluck Today

,,new time of Land,, *just another poem

I waLk aLone

in d daRkness of d Night

wind as d cOmpanion

together we dRied,,

stream in my miNd

bLowing dReams aWay

aLways a sTep intO d DarKness

aLL thingS’Re cOnfusing

sTiLL theRe aLone

I sTand Chagrin,,

a bLiss of a StaR

bLinkS bRightLy Through d SheaR

mOre thaN I can BeaR

instead a tRip to d fEar,,

and I’m neVer been hEre

where d Dust bLind d feaR

I feared d Land

where it’s caLLed a wOndeR,,

,,29 Januari 2009,,

HappY b’daY Jelii

Ruang Sidang II

UpGrading PDR 08-09

Lost in fEar and saDness