search and FOUND

I’ve wrote notes in my FB couple times, but I couldn’t find it after I reactivated my account.

just today, I found those notes again (when i try to open “notes” section from my phone).

I want to share the notes here.. one by one.

Starting with this one, enjoy it..

like it or not, I’m happy i ever write this kind of note..

around 2008 if I’m not mistaken.

in order to cheer my self when i was stressed out by the thesis..


kalau ngomongin indonesia menangis
emang selalu bikin miris
hati bukan lagi hanya teriris
tapi udah kayak dicincang tipistipis,,

padahal mangga Indonesia adalah yang termanis
kenapa masih lebih suka makan anggur yang impor abis??
padahal hutan Indonesia kaya pohon bermacam jenis
kenapa malah ditebang ampe habis??

bukannya saya apatis
tapi orang Indonesia emang kebanyakan suka mistis
walau banyak juga yang agamis
tetap juga kali-kali berbau amis

Indonesia punya senjata keris
baju batik bermotif garisgaris
juga punya anakanak yang lucu dan manis
tapi budaya kita banyak yang gak ditulis
sekarang jadi isu yang bikin miris

tapi kita tidak boleh hanya menangis
kita harus kritis
dan berjuang hingga tenaga habis
mempertahankan pertiwi yang sedang krisis

agar mangga yang manis
warisan leluhur yang mistis
atau lingkungan yang agamis
berbagai jenis keris
batik dan kain lain beragam jenis
bisa masuk dalam list
list budaya kita yang panjangnya berbarisbaris

mari kita berjuang hingga nafas kita habis
agar anakanak yang manis
tidak lagi menangis
tapi bisa belajar bahasa Inggris
atau membabat medali olimpiade sampai abis

dan pertiwi kita bertahan sampai dunia jadi debu yang tipis,,

kalau isinya gak nyambung abis,,


The Dark Jasmine

is it ever happen??

do I ever dream of it?

do I ever think I could?

do I ever deserve it?

do I ever done it?


i dream of it every night…

i usually believe that I could…

i have to make sure that I deserve it…

i’m sure i’ve done it!

…thank you…

i get another award for my poet..

from Promising Poets Cafe..

many wonderful writers gather there..

to share some thought, bitter and sweet, sad and fun…

i’m so lucky that i ever join the community..

and now i’ve won The Celebrate Poet of Summer in 2011 Award!

i can’t believe it but it’s true..

Thanks for all the voters!

it is called friend

i get one of the Perfect Poet Award for This Entry from Jingle, in rally week 43

Thanks J, i have so much fun joining the rally!


and this is for everybody in the rally…

when stranger become friend

i know no face

i recognize no name

only sometime in a blurred moment

only coincidence that make it ever happen

never be in any proximity

never be in any intimacy

only one similarity

in words we share love

in words we spread love

in love…


for words!

….when strangers become friends!

p.s i love to nominate Pandamoniumcat!

because I always love dinosaurs,, 😀

lost in faith

dear Human,

you would never know who I am

as I am only an imagination

only a figure in your dreams

in your fantasies

but for you are my creator, i would always be a real friend for you,,

whether you could feel me or not,

i always feel you..

sincerely, your alter Ego

dear Dream,

how could i ever get in touch with you?

coz i need some escape

from this brutality of my life

from all these fears that i feel

for all the doubts that become real?

Love, Your reality

dear Human,

i will always tease you

attract you for always make through

leaving even your slightest hesitations

and there will never any inhibitions

for your ways are guide by an angel

come to me and you will never surrender

sincerely, Your alter ego

dear Dream,

there is white flag above my head

there is white flag within my mind

i would come completely to you

just tell me how i can make you become true?

Love, your Reality

i can’t even tell which one is true

for all I need is only you

written for JP Poetry Potluck Today