you.
you.
you.
you.
you.
nobody
but
you.
you.
you.
only
you.
you.
you.
everybody
but
you.
-yours.
in between black and white
Playing with words beyond meaning. Consist mostly of poems and fictions come once a while.
you.
you.
you.
you.
you.
nobody
but
you.
you.
you.
only
you.
you.
you.
everybody
but
you.
-yours.
do I ever dream of it?
do I ever think I could?
do I ever deserve it?
do I ever done it?
…yes!
i dream of it every night…
i usually believe that I could…
i have to make sure that I deserve it…
i’m sure i’ve done it!
…thank you…
i get another award for my poet..
from Promising Poets Cafe..
many wonderful writers gather there..
to share some thought, bitter and sweet, sad and fun…
i’m so lucky that i ever join the community..
and now i’ve won The Celebrate Poet of Summer in 2011 Award!
i can’t believe it but it’s true..
Thanks for all the voters!
i get one of the Perfect Poet Award for This Entry from Jingle, in rally week 43
Thanks J, i have so much fun joining the rally!
🙂
and this is for everybody in the rally…
when stranger become friend
i know no face
i recognize no name
only sometime in a blurred moment
only coincidence that make it ever happen
never be in any proximity
never be in any intimacy
only one similarity
in words we share love
in words we spread love
in love…
yes..
for words!
….when strangers become friends!
p.s i love to nominate Pandamoniumcat!
because I always love dinosaurs,, 😀
burned!
i’m dead,,
for all the lights,,
of all the lights,,
thank you!
now, if you would,,
please,,
catch me if you can,,
now that i’m dead,,
of all the lights,,
written especially for Thursday Poets Rally Week 43.
it is awarded by Jingle!
thanks Jingle and promising poets’ caffe,,
dear Human,
you would never know who I am
as I am only an imagination
only a figure in your dreams
in your fantasies
but for you are my creator, i would always be a real friend for you,,
whether you could feel me or not,
i always feel you..
sincerely, your alter Ego
dear Dream,
how could i ever get in touch with you?
coz i need some escape
from this brutality of my life
from all these fears that i feel
for all the doubts that become real?
Love, Your reality
dear Human,
i will always tease you
attract you for always make through
leaving even your slightest hesitations
and there will never any inhibitions
for your ways are guide by an angel
come to me and you will never surrender
sincerely, Your alter ego
dear Dream,
there is white flag above my head
there is white flag within my mind
i would come completely to you
just tell me how i can make you become true?
Love, your Reality
i can’t even tell which one is true
for all I need is only you
B: she’s beautiful!
G: yes, I know…
B: she’s wonderful!
G: yes, i’m aware…
B: look, she has bright eyes!
G: absolutely…
B: Oh God, she is so gorgeous!
G: ………
…….
B: babe?
G: yes?
B: are you okay?
……
……
G: now, would you please turn your eyes to me, dear?
B: what….?
G: don’t you see my heart’s bleeding?
B : …………
…sometimes, i pretend to be casual, but for telling you the truth, i’t’s hurt-every time u turn to other girl,,
what is love?
is it fire?
or air?
or water?
or earth?
what is love?
is it me?
or them?
or yourself?
or us?
what is love?
is it hate?
or condemn?
or fear?
or sadness?
am I in love?
for whom?
were us in love?
for what?
are they interfering us?
for which reason?
our God is one,,
and we have no differences,,
so why they forbid us?
..screw you, authority!
tak mudah kita mencapai tujuan, sayang,,
tak penting kita sampai tujuan atau tidak,,
yang penting proses kita menujunya, sayang,,
ada rintangan yang harus kita lalui,,
ada kerikil kecil yang akan menguji kita,,
terkadang kita akan mengahadapinya bersama sambil berpegangan tangan, sayang,,
tapi ada kalanya kau yang menjadi penuntunku,,
atau bisa saja aku yang menuntun kamu,,
tak selamanya kita akan berjalan berdampingan, sayang,,
karena ada saat ketika kau hanya mampu melihatku dan menjagaku dari jauh,,
atau bahkan aku yang harus rela tak langsung membantu saat kau jatuh,,
karena aku yakin kau mampu, sayang,,
dan aku akan selalu ada untukmu,,
-renungan di sore hari-
dingin ini menusuk tulangku,,
hadirkan sekelebat lelah yang menggantung,,
terpaksa memaksakan mata membuka,,
demi sejengkal rezeki yang dapat dikais hari ini,,
telah lama aku merindukan pagi seperti dulu,,
dimana aku masih bisa menyapa matahari dengan senyum,,
melambai kepada embun,,
dan melangkah pelan menyusuri rerumputan,,
kini tak mungkin aku bisa kembali menelaah pagi,,
beban dipundak ini terlalu berat untuk diajak melangkah perlahan,,
liur serigala itu terlalu menakutkan untuk dibiarkan mengejar,,
semuanya kini sedang berpusar,,
pada langkah yang kini tergesa,,
pada nafas yang kini berpacu,,
di sela asap dan keringat yang membaur,,
dinaungan awan yang kehilangan cerahnya,,
kini aku disini,,
bersama para pemburu lainnya,,
memburu kesempatan untuk tetap hidup esok hari,,
terbersit sedikit kenang dalam letih ku,,
akan dia yang selalu isi hatiku,,
yang hadir diantara gundahku,,
menepikan ragu yang bergelayut di dadaku,,
binar kedua mata itu selalu hadir dalam angan kerinduanku,,
suara yang menenangkan kegalauan selalu tak bosan ingin kudengar,,
mendecapkan kesyahduan dan mendesiskan cinta yang tak tertahankan,,
aku disini, sendiri, merindunya,,
menantikan saat dapat kembali bersama,,
menantikan saat kembali dapat menatap matanya,,
menantikan saat mencecap lagi manis senyumnya,,
senyum lelaki pelukis langitku,,
aku Rindu Kamu!
Teruntuk Lelaki pelukis langitku: Selamat Ulang Tahun!
24 tahun usiamu, semoga selalu berarti bagi sekitarmu,,
24 tahun usiamu, saatnya menebar cinta bagi mereka yang selalu ada untukmu,,
24 tahun usiamu, sukses akan kau ukir dalam setiap langkahmu,,
24 tahun usiamu, Kerajaan Cinta Allah akan selalu terbuka untukmu,,
24 tahun usiamu, Ridho Allah akan selalu ada dalam setiap nafasmu,,
itu yang selalu ada dalam doaku untukmu, lelaki pelukis langitku!
..07 Oktober 2010..