TW: Suicidal Thought ‘If killing myself is not a sin, I might have been long gone to the other side..’ 2026 is clearly not an easy year for me. I’ve been challenged in ways that I really thought death as an escape route. Alhamdulillah, throughout these worst moments, I could still see a flicker ofContinue reading “38 years Celebrating Life”
Tag Archives: Love
Quiet Star Series: An Epilogue.
When their coexistance were no longer forbidden. They deserved a peaceful ending. This is an epilogue for a fiction that is still fragmented and full of unclear things.
When Order Met Wonder
A conversation unfolds between two beings exploring the delicate interplay of emotion and logic. They reflect on their differences and commit to learning from one another, seeking connection through stillness and understanding.
Some Lights Pass Without Promise
Love respected boundaries, sometime you only have chances to feel, without opportunity to hold the dear one. – A FICTION
22 years
More than 2 decades has gone by.The hurt is still real.The longing is even bigger. Your love! is all I needYour love! is all I crave I never know how to mend this wound, nor that I want to. That’s OKAY. This scar means that you are real.That your love is realThe smell that IContinue reading “22 years”
September 2003
This is a sad story. Beware. It is about the day my mom passed away. You’ve been warned.
Dear Zhaf #2
Some words for my beloved son. 🙂
Love, not Hate
a dose of poem in Tuesday noon.
Honeymoon Post #1 : The Flamingo Dewata Villa
Ever since my mind full of wedding plan, the honeymoon plan is also included. I always wanted to spend the honeymoon in a room with private pool because I really want to swim without my long full coverage swimsuit (still not naked, sorry 😆 ). Since I am a full time procrastinator, my research forContinue reading “Honeymoon Post #1 : The Flamingo Dewata Villa”
A day after the 29th November
Dear Ma, This is a day after your supposedly 62nd birthday. Do you have any idea how much I miss you? I guess you have, since you are there in the ever after life, but also I guess it’s not matter to you anymore because the only things that will reach you from me areContinue reading “A day after the 29th November”
