Living Life – Page 13 – The DarkJasmine

when a sorry isn’t enough

whadda shock therapy for me,,

a real shock!!

i’ve hurt someone, one of my best friend,,

i’ve hurt her unintentionally, i never meant to hurt her,,

all I know that she’s hurt very badly!

it was deppressing moment for me,,

i went to ask for an apology from her,,

she ask me to let her calm first,, all I can do was waiting her to be calmed down,,

i thought i’ve never been that deppressed all of my life, I felt like i’m d worst person in d world! BAD GIRL!!

all I can say is I’m sooooo sorry,,

and I know that it wasn’t enough, it need more than those words,, an apology need an honest action that express your deep sorry,, you need to be humble and keep begging for an apology,, no need to be like you are d highest person in this world,,

remember that you are the one that need an apology to go through your life without getting deppressed, just remember that u need to clear it, even it cost you more than ur life,,

Change..

yang tidak berubah di dunia ini adalah perubahan itu sendiri,,

ya,,

sebagai seorang manusia, kita akan terus mengalami perubahan dalam hidup kita, baik itu menuju kebaikan bahkan menuju keburukan (na’udzubillah), baik itu hal yang kita antisipasi maupun yang tidak kita duga, baik itu sesuai dengan yang kita inginkan atau malah berlaku sebaliknya,,

perubahan yang terjadi menandakan pertumbuhan seorang anak manusia.

…seperti perubahan besar yang akan aku hadapi ini,,

mmm..

lahir, balita, bermain, sekolah, kuliah merupakan bagian kecil dari pembelajaran hidup bagaimana kita kan mendapatkan tempat di masyarakat,, proses-proses yang kita alami selama itu juga memberi sumbangsih pada perubahan-perubahan yang kita alami dihidup ini.

…. I call it Unfinished Bussiness,,

Judicium??

whua.. tiba tiba keinget 2 bulan lalu,,
abis sidang dikasih waktu 1bulan buat revisi,,
eh malah sibuk sibuk kegiatan ampe deadline gak kekejar,,
panik,, nyesel,, stress,, weeeiiyyyhhh pokoknya komplit pas kejadian itu perasaannya,,
untungnya para dosen yang diserahi revisi tidak banyak bertanya mengapa terlambat dan nerima aja,,

wuiiihhh,,
lega bangeeeeetttt,,
(^0^)/

akhirnya daku bisa yudicium juga,,,
walaupun satu bulan setengah setelah ujian,,

*hanya cerita iseng yang cukup tidak penting*

In d mood for REVENGE!!

aku benci,,
sudah terlanjur muak,,

pada mereka yang berbicara dibelakangku dan mencibir,,

pada mereka yag memasang senyum didepanku dan menjanjikan bantuan jika pada akhirnya mereka tetap menghakimiku,,

aku sudah cukup terluka, saatnya aku yang melukai,,
ya..
mereka semua,,

…walau aku hrs mnodai kepercayaan dan membuat diriku makin berdosa,,

Call me irresponsible

This is a song of Michael Buble,,
I think it’s my soundtrack these couple months,,
*sigh*

Call Me Irresponsible
By Michael Bublé
From the album: Call Me Irresponsible [Tour Edition]

Call me irresponsible
Call me unreliable
Throw in undependable, too

Do my foolish alibis bore you?
Well, I’m not too clever, I
I just adore you

So, call me unpredictable
Tell me I’m impractical
Rainbows, I’m inclined to pursue

Call me irresponsible
Yes, I’m unreliable
But it’s undeniably true
That I’m irresponsibly mad for you

Do my foolish alibis bore you?
Girl, I’m not too clever, I
I just adore you

Call me unpredictable
Tell me that I’m so impractical
Rainbows, I’m inclined to pursue

Go ahead, call me irresponsible
Yes, I’m unreliable
But it’s undeniably true
I’m irresponsibly mad for you

You know it’s true
Oh, baby, it’s true

Written by CAHN/VAN HEUSEN
Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

We will Not Go dOwn

WE WILL NOT GO DOWN (Song for Gaza)
(Composed by Michael Heart)
Copyright 2009

A blinding flash of white light
Lit up the sky over Gaza tonight
People running for cover
Not knowing whether they’re dead or alive

They came with their tanks and their planes
With ravaging fiery flames
And nothing remains
Just a voice rising up in the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight!
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

Women and children alike
Murdered and massacred night after night
While the so-called leaders of countries afar
Debated on who’s wrong or right

But their powerless words were in vain
And the bombs fell down like acid rain
But through the tears and the blood and the pain
You can still hear that voice through the smoky haze

We will not go down In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down In Gaza tonight

Terjemahan:

Cahaya putih yang membutakan mata
Menyala terang di langit Gaza malam ini
Orang-orang berlarian untuk berlindung
Tanpa tahu apakah mereka masih hidup atau sudah mati

Mereka datang dengan tank dan pesawat
Dengan berkobaran api yang merusak
Dan tak ada yang tersisa
Hanya suara yang terdengar di tengah asap tebal
Kami tidak akan menyerah
Di malam hari, tanpa perlawanan
Kalian bisa membakar masjid kami, rumah kami dan sekolah kami
Tapi semangat kami tidak akan pernah mati
Kami tidak akan menyerah
Di Gaza malam ini

Wanita dan anak-anak
Dibunuh dan dibantai tiap malam
Sementara para pemimpin nun jauh di sana
Berdebat tentang siapa yg salah & benar

Tapi kata-kata mereka sedang dalam kesakitan
Dan bom-bom pun berjatuhan seperti hujam asam
Tapi melalui tetes air mata dan darah serta rasa sakit
Anda masih bisa mendengar suara itu di tengah asap tebal

Kami tidak akan menyerah
Di malam hari, tanpa perlawanan
Kalian bisa membakar masjid kami, rumah kami dan sekolah kami
Tapi semangat kami tidak akan pernah mati
Kami tidak akan menyerah
Di Gaza malam ini

(*diambil dari email yang dikirim oleh Kak Wahyudi Arifandi di Milist DCR)

for d list of the boycott things : memorise_those_brands (at gallery)

Ode di 8 Januari

Ribuan detik kuhabisi

Jalanan lengang kutentang

Oh, gelapnya, tiada yang buka

Adakah dunia mengerti?

Miliaran panah jarak kita

Tak jua tumbuh sayapku

Satu-satunya cara yang ada

Gelombang tuk ku bicara

Tahanlah, wahai Waktu

Ada “Selamat Ulang Tahun”

Yang harus tiba tepat waktunya

Untuk dia yang terjaga

Menantiku

Tengah malamnya lewat sudah

Tiada kejutan tersisa

Aku terlunta, tanpa sarana

Saluran tuk kubicara

Jangan berjalan, Waktu

Ada “Selamat Ulang Tahun”

Yang harus tiba tepat waktunya

Semoga dia masih ada

Menantiku

Mundurlah, wahai Waktu

Ada “Selamat Ulang Tahun”

Yang tertahan tuk kuucapkan

Yang harusnya tiba tepat waktunya

Dan rasa cinta yang s’lalu membara

Untuk dia yang terjaga

Menantiku

Dewi “Dee” Lestari

“Selamat Ulang Tahun”

Rectoverso

For d One I Love soo much,,

…Zaskia K. Salsabila…

a.k.a Chia

mY LittLe cutest Sister,,

pLease Vote Here

for aLL my friends,,

there’s kinda vote between Israel or Palestine (Of course we vote for Palestine) in a site an we can also leave our comments there,,

if U all want to participate to vote (i hope u all will), just open http://www.israel-vs-palestine.com/gz/

thaNks!!
^_^

hope we can spread d news,,

News from Palestine

i got it from a message in my facebook account,,

please read it with heart :

MAJED said :

Unfortunately the situation is very bad in Gaza city – the Israeli occupation is striking more and more organisations, more houses and the mosque, and my university was hit last night.

They focus on the civilians. It is easy for them.

Nothing is working in Gaza and we don’t do anything. We stay inside the house, my family and I. Every family in Gaza is doing the same.

We are used to hearing these airstrikes, everybody here is used to it and we don’t have any way to protect ourselves. We just stay inside the home, hearing the news, hearing where the Israeli [army] strikes, hearing the F16s and Apaches and waiting to see what will happen.

We were not prepared for the war. They attack civilians and children and don’t care if we are armed or not.

“The world looks at unarmed Palestinian people as though they are a nation with an army, as though we are equal to the Israelis … but this is not true”

Majed, Gaza City

Yesterday, my sister’s house was damaged in a strike on a target nearby. Every room was damaged except for the kitchen, where she and the children were. Allah kept them alive.

The world looks at unarmed Palestinian people as though they are a nation with an army, as though we are equal to the Israelis. They think we have real rockets that cause a lot of damage or have a big effect, but this is not true.

The reality is that we don’t have anything and they have struck everything in Gaza.

I have exams coming soon in my university and I want to study but I can’t in this situation. So they affect my future, the future of all students here.

Why does the Israeli army strike my university and mosques and houses? I don’t know the answer. You have to ask them.

The coming days will be very bad. There will be more and more deaths.”

and this is from d group named EGYPT!-Keep Gaza borders open also in Facebook,,

I just want to spread this informations so we can act together,,

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– Items Urgently Needed for Gaza – Medical Equipment – PLEASE Donate –

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Please donate and make a difference..a ground raid is now a threat and the people of Gaza need more prayers and help than ever before..Please do your bit.

The following items are urgently needed.

1 mobile X-ray machine
Maintenance of the existing 5 sterilization machines.
5 new central sterilization machines.
500 oxygen cylinders
ICU beds, Fully equipped
5 Anastasia machines
100 Syringe pump
100 Infusion pump
5 Operations tables with their lights for opening new operation rooms
10 Blood Gas machine with its converter
30 normal beds
5 Intensive Care ambulances
Normal ambulances (where 40 % of existing are depreciated)
More generators for the hospitals (KVA 200, KVA100, KVA 50, KVA 600)
5 Washing machines for clothes and other drying machines for Gaza Strip ICUs

http://www.justgiving.com/gaza – make your contribution right now!

This links also includes pictures and news directly from the Islamic Relief Gaza office. So you can see that whatever money you send via this link is getting to Gaza and being used their effectively and well.

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Egypt IS REFUSING TO OPEN THE BORDER, only opening it at random times in the day for very small periods of time and for only specific people..after watching the innocent starve and die, live on grass, people with termnal illneses or whatever illneses die as there is no medication, new born babies die, and now these new HORRIFIC attacks on GAZA that are “only the begining” pleaseeeee pray for them and raise money pleasee i can’t belive this..

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Pelajaran di Hari idul Adha,,

selalu,,
dalam beberapa tahun ini,,
Idul Adha tampak kalah populer di media maupun di pusat-pusat perbelanjaan,,
beberapa tahun yang lalu kalah dengan Tahun Baru Masehi,,
kini kalah dengan Hari Natal,,
yaaah,,
mungkin kapasitasnya memang berbeda dengan Idul Fitri yang dirayakan sangat besar-besaran di Indonesia ini,,

hmhmhm,,

ada hal mengganjal yang sudah lama ta rasakan, tapi kembali bergejolak setelah melaksanakan shalat id tadi pagi,,

aneh,,,
padahal ta selalu ingat katakata imam sebelum mulai shalat,,

“Rapatkan Shaf dan Luruskaaaann,,”

tapi,,
tetap saja masih pada masih berdiri di sajadah masing-masing,,,

apakah ini cermin masyarakat kita yang sedang bergerak ke masyarakat Individualis??