Author Archives: darkjasm

A woman who loves black and white but stuck in between. a Happy wife and proud Mother trying to navigate the world of psychology in national security. Currently loves to write about life and what happen around it. Expect to find many random thoughts in between.

For my dear Kak @MeeZahra

“You may be as different as the sun and the moon, but the same blood flows through both your hearts. You need her, as she needs you…” ― George R.R. Martin, A Game of Thrones There is a girl, born into one family, a middle child, the first girl in the family, named Zelmidianti Adzel.Continue reading “For my dear Kak @MeeZahra”

baby.. you’re a fool #mocca

kinda suit my mood.. a song of Mocca baby, you don’t know what you’re been missing you’re gonna loose my smile and my tears but mostly you gonna loose my heart baby, you don’t know how much you hurt me you’re gonna loose everything about me oh baby you’re breaking my heart for all thisContinue reading “baby.. you’re a fool #mocca”

Dirgahayu Gerakan Pramuka!

The farewell message from Baden-Powell of Gilwell “Dear Scouts – If you have ever seen the play “Peter Pan” you will remember how the pirate chief was always making his dying speech because he was afraid that possibly when the time came for him to die he might not have time to get it offContinue reading “Dirgahayu Gerakan Pramuka!”

Malam Ulang Janji

Saya ingat. Malam ini beberapa tahun yang lalu, kami berkumpul untuk melaksanakan ulang janji sebagai anggota Gerakan Pramuka. Sekarang, fisik saya mungkin tidak lagi bisa ikut berkumpul melaksanakan ulang janji bersama, tetapi jiwa saya tetap meresapi makna dalam janji yang dilafazkan berulang kali itu. Ulang janji bagi saya bukan merupakan hal yang sakral atau halContinue reading “Malam Ulang Janji”

Mumbling #4

Bekerja di lingkungan yang dulu paling saya hindari membuat diri saya mempertanyakan banyak hal pada diri saya sendiri. Mempertanyakan kenapa saya tidak bisa lebih tegas atau kenapa saya tidak bisa dari dulu melakukan sesuatu demi masa depan yang sesuai dengan impian saya. Kembali pada saat ini, saya seringkali membuat diri saya terjebak dalam situasi yangContinue reading “Mumbling #4”