Luka ini perih sekali

Jalan ini sunyi. Aku bahkan tak tahu lagi apa yang membuatku tetap bangun dan bernapas di pagi hari. Tetapi aku juga takut menutup mata. Karena tiap kelopak ini menutup, bukan ketenangan yang menghampiri, hanya ada bayangan yang mengerikan. Tidak pernah terbayangkan akan mengalami hal pahit ini. Sakit dan perih sekali rasanya hati ini. No wordsContinue reading “Luka ini perih sekali”

They feel like home.

This is not the first team that I led. We were not instantly getting along on the first day. We worked things through, together. We resolved our misperception, our miscommunication, and our misunderstanding. We are never perfect, but we are fully aware of our imperfections. Sometimes — no, most of the time, we are notContinue reading “They feel like home.”

A day after the 29th November

Dear Ma, This is a day after your supposedly 62nd birthday. Do you have any idea how much I miss you? I guess you have, since you are there in the ever after life, but also I guess it’s not matter to you anymore because the only things that will reach you from me areContinue reading “A day after the 29th November”

For my dear Kak @MeeZahra

“You may be as different as the sun and the moon, but the same blood flows through both your hearts. You need her, as she needs you…” ― George R.R. Martin, A Game of Thrones There is a girl, born into one family, a middle child, the first girl in the family, named Zelmidianti Adzel.Continue reading “For my dear Kak @MeeZahra”