Jalan ini sunyi. Aku bahkan tak tahu lagi apa yang membuatku tetap bangun dan bernapas di pagi hari. Tetapi aku juga takut menutup mata. Karena tiap kelopak ini menutup, bukan ketenangan yang menghampiri, hanya ada bayangan yang mengerikan. Tidak pernah terbayangkan akan mengalami hal pahit ini. Sakit dan perih sekali rasanya hati ini. No wordsContinue reading “Luka ini perih sekali”
Category Archives: Love Letter
Spreading love for family and friends, especially for daRkJasm’ mother.
22 years
More than 2 decades has gone by.The hurt is still real.The longing is even bigger. Your love! is all I needYour love! is all I crave I never know how to mend this wound, nor that I want to. That’s OKAY. This scar means that you are real.That your love is realThe smell that IContinue reading “22 years”
They feel like home.
This is not the first team that I led. We were not instantly getting along on the first day. We worked things through, together. We resolved our misperception, our miscommunication, and our misunderstanding. We are never perfect, but we are fully aware of our imperfections. Sometimes — no, most of the time, we are notContinue reading “They feel like home.”
Four Hearts
I’ve just realized that I’ve taken them for granted. It’s like I know that they will always have my back whenever I need them. It should not be that way. It should’ve been a two-way relationship
Dear Zhaf #3
My third annual letter for beloved Zhaf
Dear Zhaf #2
Some words for my beloved son. 🙂
Mother, how are you today?
How are you, Mom? Let me tell you a recent story of my life.
A day after the 29th November
Dear Ma, This is a day after your supposedly 62nd birthday. Do you have any idea how much I miss you? I guess you have, since you are there in the ever after life, but also I guess it’s not matter to you anymore because the only things that will reach you from me areContinue reading “A day after the 29th November”
Happy birthday Zhazhaaaa…
For my dear Kak @MeeZahra
“You may be as different as the sun and the moon, but the same blood flows through both your hearts. You need her, as she needs you…” ― George R.R. Martin, A Game of Thrones There is a girl, born into one family, a middle child, the first girl in the family, named Zelmidianti Adzel.Continue reading “For my dear Kak @MeeZahra”