More than 2 decades has gone by.The hurt is still real.The longing is even bigger. Your love! is all I needYour love! is all I crave I never know how to mend this wound, nor that I want to. That’s OKAY. This scar means that you are real.That your love is realThe smell that IContinue reading “22 years”
Tag Archives: Love
September 2003
This is a sad story. Beware. It is about the day my mom passed away. You’ve been warned.
Dear Zhaf #2
Some words for my beloved son. ๐
Love, not Hate
a dose of poem in Tuesday noon.
Honeymoon Post #1 : The Flamingo Dewata Villa
Ever since my mind full of wedding plan, the honeymoon plan is also included. I always wanted to spend the honeymoon in a room with private pool because I really want to swim without my long full coverage swimsuit (still not naked, sorry ๐ ). Since I am a full time procrastinator, my research forContinue reading “Honeymoon Post #1 : The Flamingo Dewata Villa”
A day after the 29th November
Dear Ma, This is a day after your supposedly 62nd birthday. Do you have any idea how much I miss you? I guess you have, since you are there in the ever after life, but also I guess it’s not matter to you anymore because the only things that will reach you from me areContinue reading “A day after the 29th November”
Truth is: We are dating our own mind
Have you feel loved? Have you feel special? Have you feel neglected? Have you feel disappointed? Yes. I Know you have. We are all have experienced those feeling. If you are now in a relationship, do you really feel happy about what your spouse does for you? Are you really satisfied with your relationship? IContinue reading “Truth is: We are dating our own mind”
It’s Just Another Way to Communicate
It’s a fast respond for this post from one good friend of mine Courtesy of Gustilaya Riza H.O.N.E.S.T is a way you should do when you communicate Look closer Open your heart and mind U.N.D.E.R.S.T.A.N.D.I.N.G is what you need while you communicate You and Me, different person and different personality Don’t push someone to understandContinue reading “It’s Just Another Way to Communicate”
baby.. you’re a fool #mocca
kinda suit my mood.. a song of Mocca baby, you don’t know what you’re been missing you’re gonna loose my smile and my tears but mostly you gonna loose my heart baby, you don’t know how much you hurt me you’re gonna loose everything about me oh baby you’re breaking my heart for all thisContinue reading “baby.. you’re a fool #mocca”
Tahanan Rumah
Alhamdulillah libur lumayan panjang di Natal kemarin akhirnya saya bisa pulang ke Pekanbaru, kangen banged sama Propesor a.k.a Zhaza The Niece. ๐ Awalnya saya udah pasrah sih gak bisa pulang karena hasil pantauan tiket menunjukkan harga yang melangit, tapi karena keteguhan dan kebulatan tekad akhirnya dapat tiket lumayan murah, tapi ya ke Pekanbarunya hari sabtuContinue reading “Tahanan Rumah”